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Spiritual Bullying

June 30, 2015

The following article was written by Candace Craw-Goldman and Co-Authored by Ari Kopel.

I’m having lunch today with my friend Lucinda. We have known each other since kindergarten. Our family moved while I was still in elementary school so we lost touch. After nearly 50 years, we are friends again to my great delight. It’s lovely to be able to visit with Lucinda. Not only because she was a sweet childhood friend, but also because she made an impression upon me when I was 5 years old that affects me greatly, even to this very day. My sweet friend Lucinda defines what it means to stand up to a bully.

Kindergarten 1966

Kindergarten 1966

Lucinda (the dark haired girl in the photo) and I (with blond hair) walked into a kindergarten world with short dresses and bobby socks and wide eyes. Such a big building, so many children, all those tall adults, all that structure, books, papers, stories, games, fun, discovery, occasional bewilderment, and, bullies!

Before kindergarten I had no personal concept of what a bully was, I certainly wasn’t prepared to deal with one. As much as those who might know me now might laugh at this description, I was a terribly shy and quiet little girl at 5 years old. I was also quite petite, usually the smallest child in the class. I was the perfect target to be bullied. And I was.

My only consolation was that I certainly wasn’t alone. Our class bully wasn’t terribly discriminating. He was opportunistic, and bullied anyone he could, whenever he could, as often as he could. I totally remember his name but won’t use it here; instead, I will call him Joey.

Joey seemed to rule our little kindergarten lives. Our sweet teacher modified his access and harm when present, but she couldn’t be standing next to every child at all times. Free time or standing in lines for activities could be trouble. Recess was a crapshoot. Who would be his target today? I remember Joey hauling his little fist behind his body to gain as much momentum as possible to land within the soft belly of any child who might have simply dropped their guard. He would do this for no apparent reason that my mind could comprehend. I would watch the smile come over his face as the tears and screams erupted from my unlucky classmates. I would watch him get hauled off, usually to the principal’s office.

There was a paddle hanging, looming really, on a hook beside the principal’s door. It was old wood, even back then, smooth and worn from many years of regular use. It seemed very large to me, much larger than several adult hands. It was terrifying to imagine it being smacked upon our little bodies. The offending child would be processed in a fairly predictable way, the teacher would intercept wrong-doing, determine if the offense was worthy of a trip to the principal’s office, and there the principal would determine if and how much paddling would be necessary.

One unfortunate day during recess, Joey had his sights set on me. I knew it, I felt it. I tried protecting myself by standing near the teacher at her post by the building on the playground but was shooed away. “Go play!” She would smile. Play? My very life was in danger, or so it seemed. The 20-minute recess seemed an eternity. Somehow, Joey cut me out of the crowd like a well-trained sheep dog and my worst nightmare was upon me. I was terrified. Joey attacked. He sat on my stomach and the pounding began.

Suddenly, out of nowhere Lucinda came running. She leapt upon Joey, knocking him off of me, her whole body coming between me and his flying fists. I think I just stood there in amazement. They hit the ground, both of them screaming and flailing. Lucinda was yelling, “Stop it, stop it, stop it!”

Then, the teacher came running. Having missed my involvement, she grabbed Joey’s and Lucinda’s hands and declared they BOTH would be visiting the principal for a paddling. Both of them! Both of them were going to get hit with a large wooden weapon wielded by a giant angry man because Joey hit me and Lucinda hit Joey to stop Joey from hitting me.

My little mind was reeling. Is this really how life worked?

Lucinda turned back to look at me as she and Joey both were yanked away by their arms to be delivered to the principal’s office. Did I thank her at the time? I don’t know. I am going to ask her today if I did. I have thanked her since then, of course. Many times.

The thing about Lucinda is she totally topped that previous scene with another even more impressive one. First grade in our school had two teachers. The sweet angelic Mrs. A, and the absolutely terrifying mean old Mrs. W. Mrs. W was bully all grown up.

The “mean” and the “old” were written all over her face and no child that I talked to had ever witnessed a kind word uttered from Mrs. W’s clenched teeth. The weeks leading up to first grade were filled with the nightmare of a possible upgraded first grade bully reality with Joey combined with Mrs. W in the same room day after day. I prayed and prayed and prayed to be spared from one or both. Blessedly, I was indeed spared and ecstatically walked into Mrs. A’s friendly bright room day one of first grade. Lucinda, however, was not spared. She got Mrs. W.

It happened that one day, I was walking through the hall towards Mrs. W’s open classroom door. I could hear her bellowing viciously at some poor child before being close enough to the door to see who was getting yelled at or why. I turned my head to witness what to this day remains one of the single bravest actions I have ever witnessed from a human being.

There she was, Mrs. W was vibrating in anger, her face inches from sweet Lucinda’s, screaming at the top of her lungs that she, Lucinda, would NOT be allowed to go to the restroom under any circumstances! Lucinda’s face had tears running down, she was upset, to be sure. I was struck immobile in my own terror, afraid somehow Mrs. W would see me in the hallway and include me in her attack. It was then that Lucinda did it. Smart, brave, amazing, 6 year old Lucinda. She just decided to pee right in her seat. She just let it go. In front of the entire class, to the incredulity of Mrs. W., to the amazement of my very soul, she began to create a big stream of urine that washed along Mrs. W’s feet and big black shoes and I watched her open her mouth in shock as the puddle beneath Lucinda’s desk grew and grew.

We know more about bullies now, how most come to be the way they are and can surmise that both Joey and Mrs. W. most likely were bullied and beaten themselves, probably most of their lives. They were wounded and angry and either wouldn’t and couldn’t break free of the cycle of violence and so perpetuated it. We also don’t promote corporal punishment in schools any longer, but even with understanding and banning corporal punishment we still have to learn to deal with bullies. They are not only in schools; they are literally still amongst us everywhere. Even places you might not expect to see them. Like in spiritual and metaphysical circles that proclaim love and acceptance and non-judgment.

Lucinda, is truly my lifelong hero. I still do love her so. She stood up to both bullies, Joey and Mrs. W. She still stands up to bullies to this day.

I recently met someone online who reminds me of Lucinda. Bravely and very publicly, author Ari Kopel stands up to Spiritual Bullies big and small alike. She recently had a book published by Round Table Publishers called “Spiritual Warfare & The Art of Deception: The Hijacking of Spirituality.”

In it she lists attributes of the Spiritual Bully, whom she also calls Sentinels, and also talks about Spiritual Gangs. Ari is of the opinion that these bullies very goal is to create separation and self doubt. The information that follows is taken directly from one of Ari Kopel’s articles and her book.

The Attributes of a Spiritual Bully

If you run across these personality traits, you are probably dealing with a spiritual bully. You can either step into you Power and Authority – if you’ve discovered it and have reclaimed it. Or you might just have to walk away and leave them thinking they won – which is part of their delusional problem… Here are the traits:

Arrogance – There is this demeanor of aggrandizement, of spiritual superiority that is pretty nauseating. The behavior or the attitude, though, is of someone who just came out of a spiritual banana boat. No one that has attained any kind of higher spiritual mastery behaves in such a manner.

Huge Ego – It is clear that the Ego hasn’t been tamed and that it is used as a weapon to hurt. Part of the game of hurting is to be more astute than the other person and coming across as an expert. If the other person doesn’t understand the infiltrated disinformation, then it is made to seem that the other person doesn’t have a grasp about the concept and therefore isn’t spiritually mature.


Delusion – They’re in a state of delusion thinking that they are spiritually accomplished, when their behavior shows otherwise

Closed to other perspectives – The only point of view or belief system they’ll accept is their own. Usually obtained through the New Age Movement and acquired through spiritually immature teachers who were incapable of walking their talk. They’ve learned how to master the art of regurgitating concepts, using New Age jargon.

Need to correct – They have this urge to comment after someone has posted something that is not along the lines of their belief system. They do this in a public manner, making the victim of this feel as if they are spiritual-newbies or spiritually inept.

Self-Imposed Master – Yes they have knighted themselves into being a spiritual master. They would call themselves an Ascended Master, but they know that people will question why they still have to defecate… Their behavior though is indicative of a person who hasn’t yet awakened to the pseudo-spiritual level.

Demeaning – This is a tactic used by the dark forces and their minions to create doubt in the Spiritual Emissary. By creating self-doubt, the Light Emissary needs to rely on others for his information and spiritual guidance. This then leads him straight to the wolf’s den, where he will now receive indoctrination and a whole lot of disinformation to keep him complacent, docile, in a stupor and spiritually lobotomized. This way the Light Emissary is not cognizant of the agenda of the dark forces and becomes disinterested in taking action to correct what is not in alignment with The Will of Prime Creator.

Spiritual Gangs

What’s better than one Spiritual Bully? How about two or more? Because their posture is based on fluff and disinformation, there is always another one of these impostors, waiting on the sidelines and ready to back up the initial Bully. They then gang up on the person who made a comment, put up a post, posted a video or asked a question. And if you’re an observer of this, you will either watch in fascination, or you’ll be disgusted; or you’ll find yourself either agreeing with the Bullies or not wanting to be chastised by voicing your own opinion that differs from theirs. In the meantime, the slaughter goes on, until the person that is bullied stops commenting back or leaves the group all together.

This experience leaves a very sour taste in anyone’s mouth. And it’s not easy to shake off. It makes you wonder what we’re up against, because if this is a representation of the Light, we’re in deep trouble. So, it is very important to understand the need for discernment, and to learn how these dark forces work and how they weave their sinister threads into everything. Awareness of this is key because these Sinister Ones are so clever and so on top of their game that you will begin to start getting sick when you hear spiritual terms or listen to spiritual information. You will begin to associate the bad experience with spirituality in general – so anything spiritually-empowering becomes a turn-off.


Spiritual Bullies are strategically here to keep The Light Emissaries off task; to create doubt; to cause separation and to have you withdraw from “spirituality” . They truly think they are “in the know“, and they haven’t realized that their behavior is not one that is indicative of someone representing The Light.

The overall experience with one of these Bullies creates disempowerment for many. The fact that there are so many Spiritual Bullies – who deem themselves to be representatives of the Light – engaging in this type of behavior is alarming; and it is one of the reasons that The Light Forces are not advancing as quickly as we would like or making dramatic progress in correcting the conditions afflicting this world. The reason is that many of the disempowering concepts that are being disseminated by these Bullies are being embraced by many, and it keeps the Light representatives docile, complacent, apathetic, and indifferent. Also, the sole purpose for being in embodiment becomes the pursuit of your own spiritual edification and nothing more. In the meantime the planet that you were made a custodian of, and humanity which you are here to help, continues down the path of negative experience.

The Bullying-technique is one of the many ways that the dark forces get you to stand down and not become empowered. So, being totally aware of these Spiritual Bullies is part of your Spiritual Arsenal and will help you avoid the pitfalls of when you encounter them. Nobody said this job would be easy, but now that you know what to look for, there’s no reason to experience these Sinister Traps anymore. Stay strong, stay true, stay empowered and know what is animating these Bullies. Once you recognize it for what it is, shine your Light as bright as you can. You come from the Divine Realms and represent The Office of The Christ; and you have Absolute Divine Power and Authority over all forces that demean others and that spread disinformation. These are not the qualities of The Light . Do not be deceived, as you shall know them by their fruit.

– Ari Kopel

Editorial Note:  The concepts presented in this article are taken from the International Bestselling book Spiritual Warfare & The Art of Deception: The Hijacking of Spirituality available now on Amazon.

To learn about Spiritual Bullies and the Sentinels keeping the Matrix in place, get your copy of Spiritual Warfare & The Art of Deception: The Hijacking of Spirituality on The book is now an International Bestseller and is the long-awaited “manual” that not only exposes the deceptive tactics of the Dark Forces, but also helps you reclaim your Power & Authority by giving you the awareness and tools on how to navigate this archontic-infested world unscathed.

You can find Ari at these links:

-For information about Candace and her QHHT practice see

Permission to share this article is given as long as it is shared completely with all links and remains unaltered in any way and contains this source information and copyright notice. Copyright 2015 Candace Craw-Goldman, and Ari Kopel,


Dividing Lines

September 18, 2014

Life can be so surreal.

Last week and this week at the Holiday Inn in Springdale Arkansas, while the Tyson company was doing its Tyson things nearby, and the Walmart group was being as Walmart as possible in the room next door, we were with Dolores Cannon talking about Quantum Healing Hypnosis and the miracles we have been blessed to see and the miracles possible for all.

Maybe its just me, but the contrast of our focus and the other types of activities nearby took my breath away. Mind you, I freely admit and share with you now that on my way to Arkansas I stopped at a Walmart outside of Coffeeville Kansas to buy a memory chip for my video camera.  I also suspect that the chicken served at lunch by the hotel was provided by Tyson, so the statement is not a judgement as much as one of simple observation.

Those in the conference room with Dolores Cannon just seem to live in a completely different world than those in the conference rooms next door. More than just a 4 inch sliding panel separates these worlds.

And yes, for those wondering about the very “traditional” conference room setting choice, it will indeed be far more comfortable to have QHHT classes at the planned Cannon Metaphysical University in the future. Window light, organic vegan and vegetarian food, fresh air and the peace and quiet of the country will be far more supportive to this work.  I look forward to working in those new surroundings in the future!

Sneakers from above.

Have you watched this division of people happening around you lately? I certainly have. It’s interesting to watch. Sometimes it’s heartbreaking, because sometimes friends and family are suffering and we have front row seats to their pain.

Many of us are purposefully disengaging from debate and dissonance. I know arguing and debating (and force) has long been the way humans have created their world, but it really does not have to be that way any longer. Yes, there will be those that will reply that pacifism or “sticking your head in the sand” is not the way to advance human evolution and our society and I would also agree those are extremes as well. But not engaging and reveling in the fear and doomsday headlines of mainstream media and reliving and replaying pointless political discourse is not sticking your head in the sand, its recognition of an endless and ridiculous manipulative game perpetuated by those agreeing with and continuing to play.

I’m done with that. And so many others are as well. There really are other ways to look at conflict resolution and evolution of the human spirit!

Inelia Benz wrote a newsletter article about this today in a very insightful way. I have copied and pasted it below, but you can find out more about Inelia at her website,

Here is her newsletter:

In 2011 a separation occurred in the human collective. Those who wanted to have a fear free, empowered, aware, awake reality of physical incarnation, and those who didn’t. Gaia has actively been pushing for a physical separation that is done through time, three generations, and is trauma free and gentle. We, the human collective, however, have been pushing for a fast and furious separation.

Various people, and environments I find myself in, have mentioned WWIII, and other doomsday scenarios.  I am presently in various conversations via email, txt, physical and at, about this topic.

It appears, very strongly, that a fast physical separation of realities is being chosen by our collective. How this comes about, well, that’s what we are playing with at the moment. What we are deciding on.

Most of the people on Earth will interpret and manifest the choice depending on what is real to them. What choices they see as real.

One thing to remember is that no one chooses for us, or chooses us, there is no chosen people. No targeted people. It is each person who chooses for themselves. If you are working on yourself, you have chosen an empowered reality, it is that simple.

I’ve lived through close encounters with doomsday timelines before. And that’s certainly one way we could do this, but what I sense now is a strong “collision” with a timeline of vibrational physical separation.

This may play out in war and violence and billions of deaths, or may play out in ways we cannot even start to imagine, but are open to “that or better”.

What we have been doing, identifying resonance, dissonance, is exactly this. We are splitting the worlds. We are at an advantage in that we do it consciously. But everyone is at it in some form or other. (This months MP3 Detoxify Your Life Now discusses resonance and dissonance in great depth)

It is easy to be sucked into a battle field. The energy of the savior, the martyr, the soldier, the warrior, the commander, is strong in some of us here. But it implies a lowering of vibration, as all war and conflict is low vibrational by nature. If you do feel pulled in, to save, protect, others, I would suggest to examine the energy of the “guardian” instead. Not the weaponized guardian, but the guardian like an impenetrable wall energy. No consequences to who tries to trespass, just an impossibility of getting through.

We are bridges for people to pass through into the new paradigm. But it appears that soon, many of us will become a wall to stop the old paradigm from polluting the new. A wall that is so clear, so awake that cannot be infused with, manipulated, or corrupted by programs or judgments, or temptations.

Or maybe not ;)

The physical separation is really up on the human collective mind right now. I would say, for now, just observe it.

As I observe it, and this is something that is coming out in the Interview with a Psychic Assassin book, there is a third option manifesting. It’s so outside of our reality scale that it needs to be observed.

Basically, light and dark can and do exist without the other. In fact, that’s the only way they can exist. We can see both because there is both existing separately from each other in our world. There is also a reality where neither exists.

And something that is just appearing in our awareness, is a reality where they both exist as One. Not light and dark making grey, but making a color that is not in our spectrum. Not a reality where they neutralize or mesh, but where a new element emerges.

The urge to separate to different realities seems to be somehow related to the emergence of this new vibration. It is almost like if we don’t separate now, we will be all gobbled up into the new element and that is so unknown, so different, so “not human” that we are pushing our choice hard now. Do you feel fear? Fear could be a  pull to familiar surrounds.

Do we feel a desire to find out more? A way, perhaps to explore where other’s have not gone before.

The only way we can stay clear, and keep our choice conscious, is to actively pursue resonance, and actively not engage in dissonance.

In joy/light/love,
  – Inelia

Angelic Reality Lessons in Dreamtime

January 4, 2013

I am currently taking an online class from Jim Self of Jim is often called the teacher’s teacher and it is an excellent description. Jim has had a lifetime of dreamtime communication with the Archangels. He allows we all have the capacity to have the same. He suggests a way to program and intend the experience just before going to sleep. I tried that last night. I think it worked!

I dreamed that I was in a beautiful garden with flowers, mostly lilies, in colors the likes of which I had never before seen. There were birds and butterflies and lovely paths and places to sit. I walked into the garden and sat on a curved stone bench. There were a group of angelic beings waiting for me.

I understood that I was there to view some metaphors to questions I have had regarding reality construction. Basically, I was attending a class taught by angels.

In my first lesson, I was shown that each act of kindness, no matter how big nor how small, by every human on the planet was like buying a lottery ticket. And each winning ticket’s jackpot was made richer by each act of kindness and then the jackpot was divided back amongst those who bought the ticket to begin with.

A kindness could be large and very generous or even be so small to be a kind, brief internal thought–towards another person.

The next lesson was about raising our frequency and becoming happier. They also showed me how things “come up” in your daily life that need releasing. They showed it to me in this way:  I was walking and suddenly felt a small hard box in my pocket, restricting my movement and becoming uncomfortable. They had me take the box out of my pocket, look at it, briefly open the box and note the contents and then, let it go. When I did this as instructed, the box faded away and disappeared. They showed me that these things, (past issues events and concerns, etc usually) come up for people all the time and not to be upset when they do. They explained that with the newer faster higher frequencies, all of these heavier, more dense things must be purged and cleaned out.

man carry box frown

Photo courtesy and David Castillo Dominici

I was then shown people walking on the street dealing with their own boxes. They showed me some who felt the box, opened it up to the air and sun and then let the contents go, were light and free. They then showed me people who opened their boxes and quickly closed them up tightly again and stuffed them back into their pockets…they were not very happy people.

Some of these people had bulging pockets of boxes, they were burdened by their heaviness and awkwardness, and could not move freely. Some people put the boxes and their contents directly into their bodies! These people manifested disease and pain that way.

The angels explained gently that everyone has these issues and “boxes” come up! Its okay, and quite human to feel hurt or angry or sad. The idea is to look at that hurt and sadness, acknowledge it briefly, and then let it GO, stop carrying it around. You just don’t have to keep carrying it around. And burying the hurts and anger deeper into your pockets or your body simply does not work.  The angels explained that it is normal to have issues arise and need “re-clearing” even if you think you have let the issue go many years ago! Its not like they have “returned”, you are just releasing their “echos” or faded frequency.

The next lesson had the same angels explaining the amazing energies (in conjunction with the date of 12-21-12) released by the center of the cosmos, of which we as Earth Beings and actual SCIENTISTS are just now becoming aware.  See more information from Astronomers HERE.

(The scientists mention the effects of this energy and the magnetic field of our cosmos. Yes, indeed. And our bodies are electromagnetic too! Jim Self says, “Your thoughts are electric, your emotions are magnetic.” The article says “we are in no danger,” but don’t present the idea that this energy has any type of effect on us, once again emphasizing materialism and separatism. I suggest we are all just pieces of a singular energy system.)

The dream continued with my husband Tom, who joined me in this cosmic lesson and was very taken with the dark DISC shape and perpendicular line of energy headed towards our planet. He kept saying to me “Don’t you remember seeing this before?” “Don’t you realize how vast and significant this is?” He was very excited, and wanted me to try draw a picture of what we were being shown or maybe write some of the mathematical formula down but I just wanted to watch the angels and “movie” of it all and told him he was better at the math and maybe could do it for us both. 🙂

And then the dream ended.

I find it fascinating how people have reacted to the long-awaited date of December 21, 2012. Many people are saying “See? I TOLD you nothing would happen.” Then there are some who are extremely disappointed that 3D reality did not just change overnight into something else, or that they did not ascend into heaven that day.

I think, you see, both “camps” were right. The shift was HUGE and cosmic, but most humans felt nothing.

There are many, myself included, who have felt significant internal energy shifts and changes. Changes that I believe are happening to ALL humans! Some or most for whatever reason, just are not quite aware of what it feels like, or perhaps think the things they are feeling are attributable to something else.

Everything starts in the etheric realms and then filters down to us in 3D! This shift of the ages works the same way. It could be and probably will be about 2-3 years before we more completely recognise this cosmic change.

Many talk about DNA changes  including Jim Self who explains how Archangel Metatron and others have told us that no child born after December 21, 2012 be born in the old 3D version. Their very DNA will be different. Where we older folk are carbon-based all the way, these new babies and those who come after will have more silica within their human bodies, rather than carbon. It is said by some that scientists already see evidence of this but they are keeping quiet because it upsets their accepted version of reality’s apple cart.

What this means is that the human really is evolving consciously and physically and becoming physically crystalline. Crystals hold more light than carbon. Carbon is heavy and dark it’s very hard to put light into carbon. We need to be crystalline to activate our “light body”.

Us older folk will make this transition too. And it will be easier when we let the “contents” of those boxes, the limitations, fears and all kinds of emotional baggage, GO.

(Permission to share this story is given as long as it is shared completely with all links and remains unaltered in any way. Copyright 2013 Candace Craw-Goldman. )



December 28, 2012

I began this post the day of the school shootings in Connecticut. Before I even became aware of the news, my intuition told me to hold off publishing this article about being afraid. It was too soon. We all needed some time.

What happened in CT is both horrifying and heartbreaking. There is absolutely huge energy attached to the event. There are those who will, who already have, begun to use this tragedy to push their own agendas. They are absolutely counting on you, yes, YOU to continue to contribute your own energy to further their plans. Gun control advocates, yes. Second amendment advocates, yes. The NRA, yes, of course.

They are absolutely counting on your energy of fear. Will you comply? Will you pick a side and officially enter this game of fear? Will you sit in front of the TV and wring your hands and shake your head? Most will. Most already have. This is entering the game and feeding the fear. The thing is, you do not have to immerse yourself in the mainstream media and the negative agendas.

You absolutely can have compassion about the event and the families who are suffering unimaginable grief without 24/7 news updates from “experts.”

We as humans have used fear to keep us safe. Its been very useful, no question about it. The thing is, we don’t have to be afraid any more. There are other, more powerful ways to feel safe!


Image courtesy of graur razvan ionut at

When you are afraid, you project fearful energy and attract more of the same. Rather than focus on your fear, focus on the power you possess that is the opposite. You can choose to project your sovereignty and personal power.  As always, focus on what you do want, not on what you do not want. Look towards where you want to go, not where you do not want to go!

For example, if you are having a health challenge, rather than focusing on being afraid of disease, focus on the opposite, being healthy!  Every time a fearful thought about illness arises, replace it with a thought of vibrant health. If you are afraid of your boss shouting at you, rather than cower when he enters the room, stand tall and confident. If you are afraid of lone, crazy gunmen, well, stop turning on the tv and thinking about them.

So rather than holding on, to your issues or your fears, when they come up, let them go like helium balloons and replace them with your thoughts of loving supportive local communities, personal power, beauty and vibrant health.

“But wait,” I can hear some say, “How will I protect myself if I don’t keep watching tv, arming myself, vaccinating myself, allowing myself to be scanned at the airport, listening to the ‘experts’ who tell me how to be safe?”

Begin to believe, first that you are an eternal being. After that, begin to believe, all the way into the middle of your bones that you are a sovereign and powerful human able to affect your life and your future. It is a big step for many people that the “powers that be” (some call them the “powers that were“) do not want you take.

Just imagine what would happen if others joined you in these concepts?  (They are.) What if our combined focus soon turned overwhelmingly to the positive? (It is.) What if the world could really and truly change? (It has begun to change already.)

Passing through the dates of 12-12-12 and December 21 were significant indeed, even if no outwardly dramatic worldly events accompanied them. Every day, more and more people are waking up to their power and potential and the concept of abundance for all and that in turn lifts our consciousness as a group. Both our individual and human group consciousness is expanding, growing, opening up, lifting up. We are evolving, we really are.

Even when horrific things occur. Perhaps even more so when they do.

(Permission to share this story is given as long as it is shared completely with all links and remains unaltered in any way. Copyright 2012 Candace Craw-Goldman.


What Pushes Your Buttons?

December 12, 2012

Today, the twelfth day of the twelfth month of the year 2012, is a day of wonderful beginnings!

The sun is beginning a new energetic cycle, and the information that it beams to us humans is also new and filled with new energy. Today is a day to begin! A day to truly begin the rest of your life.

One suggestion is to leave your 3D drama and garbage behind. You will feel better, lighter, happier, and even healthier. I promise. What are your 3D dramas and garbage? Here is a way to find out. Ask yourself: “What pushes my buttons?”

Image courtesy of digitalart at

Image courtesy of digitalart at

Whatever it is that gets you riled up, anxious or judgemental is what pushes your buttons, of course. Examine what it is that upsets you and do your very best to leave it behind. TODAY. Just don’t go there. Don’t engage. Replace the irritating thought with another one that brings you joy or peace. Need to start over a hundred times? So what? This is how you create change.

Jim Self, the most wonderful metaphysical teacher at says it this way. “The place that human beings are moving towards cannot sustain the emotional baggage of the 3D world. You cannot take your baggage with you.”

You just can’t. Vibrationally the next period in human existence will be free of negativity, heavy, dense emotions, violence and judgement. If you want to go there, and who doesn’t…you won’t be able to take those things with you.

I like to think about it this way. The 3D baggage and garbage is like chunks of dirty ice. You are headed towards a clean pure beach in a tropical paradise of crystal clear waters. Your frozen ice cannot survive the balmy temperatures you will find there, nobody’s can! You will have to leave it behind.

So think about your own buttons, and know that today is a perfect day to disable each and every one of them.

Have a marvelous 12-12-12!


My Apologies to Mr. B

December 4, 2012

Long ago, when I was a young teenager, it happened that I accompanied a friend to their home after school one day. When we walked into the house it was apparent something significant was occurring.

My friend’s parents were sitting at the kitchen table across from each other tightly holding hands. The father was crying. The mother had been crying too. One brief glance from the mother wordlessly directed to us conveyed this message, “You will go to your room immediately and leave us be.”

We complied. As I followed my friend I took note of the scene on the table. Cigarette packs on the table, a full ashtray and the remains of a pot of coffee.  The coffee surprised me. The father was a known alcoholic and a more common beverage would have been whiskey on the rocks at that time of day,  not coffee. The adults waited in silence until we were in the other room and closed the door. Then they began talking again.

It might have been the more proper thing to allow my friend’s parents their privacy, but we did not do this. We silently cracked open the door and strained our ears to listen. We knew something very important was transpiring and we wanted to know what that was. We didn’t hear every word spoken, but we heard enough. And I will never forget what I heard.

The father, it should be mentioned, was completely sober. He was speaking in a passionate manner, words tumbling and spilling out to his wife in complete coherent sentences. Not lubricated with alcohol. The mother mostly listened but occasionally asked a question.

The man was spilling his heart, emptying his guts to his wife. Sometimes he spoke so quickly, it seemed like he was trying to hurry up and finish before she might get up and leave. Every few minutes he pleaded with his wife to “believe him.” She was being very supportive and didn’t seem like she was about to quit the conversation, but you could hear the fear notes in his voice that anticipated her walking away.

My friend and I stared at each other in open mouthed amazement when we began to hear enough snippets and pieces of the conversation to understand what they were talking about. No wonder he thought she might get up and leave. He was telling her that for many years now, he had been taken aboard an alien spaceship. He was describing the other beings. He was admitting being afraid and confused. He was acknowledging that if the story got out he would likely lose his job, his friends and maybe his family. But he couldn’t keep it a secret any longer. He had to tell someone.

My friend looked at me with disbelief and anger and disgustingly whispered “Drunk.” I didn’t say anything but noted to myself that he was as sober as I had ever seen him when we walked in the door. He certainly was not intoxicated at that time. My friend, who “sided” with the mother in all things felt quite protective of her at that moment and believed that this was another dramatic emotional ploy of the father; ridiculous, concocted and devious.

“When I drink, I tend not to remember. But ‘they’ don’t want me to drink so much anymore.” Somehow that line softly entered our space complete and full.

It seemed as if he wasn’t so much afraid of the “beings” as much as being “found out” by his fellow human family and friends. He wanted his wife to know, but not to tell another living soul all the things he was telling her now.  This was a secret to end all secrets. I personally, even then, had no problem imagining life forms existing apart from Earth, but wondered too, about his mental state and grasp of reality.


My friend was livid and pacing silently, considering the benefits of barging in and disrupting the scene at the kitchen table.

I remember being sad and feeling sympathy for the father. I had always thought him simply weak and controlled by his drinking habit, but the idea that he was using alcohol as a coping mechanism for such a profoundly unusual aspect of his life had never occurred to me.

“Lies, lies, lies,” my friend was saying, fists clenched.

I didn’t know what to think at the moment, but I do remember later, mostly adopting my friend’s unwavering notion that the story was a fabrication, created simply as another alcoholic delusion and excuse for poor behavior. Who would disagree? Hardly anyone at the time. Maybe hardly anyone would disagree now either. But I have since changed my mind. And in a very big way.

Even though Mr. B has passed away now, I wish to formally apologize to him and I do believe he will receive this apology in some way.

Dear Mr. B,

I apologize. Even though we never spoke of this incident and I wasn’t supposed to be listening, I wasn’t sure I believed you either. I thought I was just listening to a drunk. But the emotion and energy in your words that day have never left me. You were speaking your truth, soberly, and from the heart. I know that now.

Currently I professionally work with many people who have similar experiences with off planet beings. I have even communicated with some of them myself! Although it is still considered far from commonplace, these experiences are now pretty much accepted in the metaphysical community. Someday soon, perhaps enough of humanity will wake up and acknowledge that our place on Earth is as but a single version of sentient life in the cosmos. There are countless others out there, physical and otherwise, just waiting for us to mature enough as a race to be able to handle this concept. When we are enlightened and mature enough to do so without fear (and without fear of ridicule) then we can communicate with each other more freely and openly and be welcomed into our cosmic neighborhood.

We are working on it, Mr. B. We are working on it.

(Permission to share this story is given as long as it is shared completely with all links and remains unaltered in any way. Copyright 2012 Candace Craw-Goldman.


A History Lesson about 2012 – From the Year 2112.

September 19, 2012

The following is a transcription of a Quantum Healing Hypnosis Therapy session by a colleague of mine named Suzanne Spooner. This topic is a farily common one in QHHT.  Suzanne and I will be talking via Skype soon on this very subject, and the interview will be posted on the Quantum Healing Information Network Channel on YouTube. Talk to you soon Suzanne…

A Third QHHT Session with Susan; Taking Her to the Year 2112 for a History Lesson on 2012 September 16, 2012

Susan Thomas and I wanted to try taking her ahead in time with QHHT. We decided to go 100 years ahead so that she would be past this life. In the year 2112 she was a woman named Mai who was an architect, designing buildings based on sacred geometry and how peoples bodies moved. I haven’t  included the entire transcript but what I think you will find very interesting on life in 2112. It struck me to ask her for a ‘history lesson’ on the time period of 2012 and THAT is where it got extra interesting! I hope you enjoy this glimpse into Susan’s future! 

Going forward in time to 2112.  Susan is a woman named Mai .

(S) Can you see your feet? (M) Yes, I have on looks like some metal shoes on, brushed metal. And I think I am pidgin toed! I wonder how that will work? I’ll clank everywhere I go! (Giggles) (S) What are you wearing? (M) The metal boots go up to my knees. I have shorts on but they are a material we don’t have now. The material of my shorts is very durable and strong. I’ve never seen that before. (S) Are you female or male? (M) I am female, my name is Mai. (S) Do you live in a community? (M) I am living in a town, we have odd shaped streets. We mostly walk or run but this is done really easy. They move so easy! There are also lots of steps here. They are very long steps, even the steps are like functional but yet they are very beautiful. It’s like it makes a monument. They are very functional, the steps get us places. You just glide down the steps, you move very fast and with great ease, not like walking. (S) So are you moving differently that you would have a hundred years ago? (M) I must be because I am thinking about walking, but you just put your feet out and you’re just gliding. (S) Do you do this with thought? (M) Yes, like an easy transportation center. (S) And you are on the Earth? (M) Yes.

(S) So, if you could give me a history lesson, what has happened to the Earth in the past one hundred years? (M) It’s gone through lots of changes. It’s so magnificent, everybody loves everything. Everybody takes care of everything. I f someone sees something isn’t working right, they stop to fix it. Total cooperation. If someone sees something that needs care or could look more beautiful, they take care of it right now. Before, they let bad things happen to the Earth, to the trees and the water. Now, everybody no longer does this. Everyone and every thing is so well taken care of and so loved. You can just go out and touch everything, like touch a leaf on a tree and you will feel the love coming from it and it feels your love. That was not how it was before. Everything was so sick and nobody knew how to fix it all. The Earth went into this emerging, this wonderful world that we have now. And it took so much work. So much happened, so many people raised the energy and raised the vibration to be where we are at right now in 2112. That took a lot of concentration and a lot of focus of people, they worked really hard.

(S) Back then is this what we called ‘The Shift’? Was there a name that you call it? (M) We call it ‘The New Emerging’ from the old Earth to this one. And it did go through a shift that we call The New Emerging. It came through, just like a birthing. So many people focused their energy for this to happen. (S) Where the Earth is now in 2112, what dimension would you say the Earth currently resides in? (M) We are known as the fifth dimension now.

(S) So did that shift from the 3rd to the 5th dimension happen suddenly, in a day, a few days or longer to occur? (M) Well, from what I understand, it went from the 3rd to the 4th dimension where it shook loose any thing that was not needed for the 5th. It shook loose a lot of things that were not ready to come into the 5th, even the people that were not ready to come, that needed to stay. All of the sickness, it left all of that behind. It all shook loose and then it emerged into the 4th where we had a new platform to work from. And everyone knew what we wanted. The water came through, the water came through a filter as it went from the 3rd to the 5th. It went through the vibrational change. So did the trees, the trees came through and the flowers and the seeds. So we had this wonderful platform to work with. Then everyone started to come through. Some still needed to some assistance to help raise their vibrations up into the 5th, so we needed to still work with them. Everyone was so excited! We needed to work on our vibrations to bring us up to the 5th but it  was much easier from the 4th to the 5th than it was from the 3rd to the 4th.

(S) What were the changes like from the 3rd to the 4th? (M) There were the people that didn’t want to come so they stayed. The people who wanted to come through had been preparing themselves steadily. They were aware that they were coming through & they were making the changes with their body, different things that they were eating, different things that they were exposing themselves to to get ready to come into the 4th. They ate better, lighter, more pure food. Well, it wasn’t very pure food in the 3rd dimension (giggles) but the best that they could find! This started the cleansing process and it helped when they wore natural fabrics that they would wear, cotton, silk.

(S) In 2112 what can you tell us about the experience of ascension? Tell us when it began, what it felt like, who went and who didn’t.(M) Are you talking form the 3rd to the 4th? (S) Yes. (M) That went very quickly. It was kind of drawn out before that because everybody was cleansing. That had to take some time. The bodies couldn’t have handled that all at once, into the 4th. There was the preparation period before that. (S) How was that preparation done? (M) By eating good fruits and vegetables, by drinking the most pure water they could find, by meditation, being surrounded with that thought in meditation that you wanted to be in a loving place, with an open heart. Always in that thought, that was the progression towards that shift. Preparing your body, spirit and mind. Helping those that were going through it also, reminding them what were they doing to prepare? Meditating on the colors that would get you into a higher vibration; the purples and the golds.

(Steve Beckow’s question) (S) Coming from the perspective of 2012, there seems to be two schools of thought on ascension. One is a sudden school that says we will ascend on the date of December 21st, 2012 straight to the 5th dimension. And then there is a gradual ascension school that says there will be no change on December 21st or 22nd, 2012 and that all would progress gradually for some weeks, months or years as we pass from 3D to 5D. From your perspective  in 2112, how did that all play out? (M) I am just observing a big stage and the curtain was slowly drawn up and up. And the date 12/21/2012 went through this curtain. It was like they had to get the date to separate from the people, that the curtain went up and it had to happen and they had a hard time shaking loose the dates from the people.

(S) what do you mean ‘shaking loose the dates from the people’? (M) They had them stuck in their minds. Instead of looking at what are we doing today to get us ready, they were focused on the dates. We had to really shake them loose from the dates, not to look at the dates but just to prepare themselves and just let it unfold. They tell me to pretend you were to write a date on the stage curtain and roll it up. Then look past that rolled up curtain to the stage where you can see the New Earth. That is what the focus will be. The date will be rolled up but you will look beyond a ‘date’, look through the date and focus on the ascension. (S) So the ‘date’ is more like a time thing anyways? (M) Yes. It will be a ‘time’ but you are so attached to your times. Make the date no longer the focus, you are looking through the stage into another dimension and that is how you are to treat the dates. It is still there but it does not become your focus.

(S) So the question of if the shift is going to be sudden or if it’s going to take years? (M) We are going through the slow process now of getting the body ready and aways keep in mind what else can I do to get ready. With the focus on the next dimension, am I helping those around me? Am I helping the Earth? Am I doing all that I can? When we go to that next level, because it will be sudden.

(S) Sudden, meaning how sudden? (M) It will be fast, just like walking through that curtain, it will be that fast. The slow process, now, of getting the body ready is necessary otherwise the body couldn’t handle it. When you get a wave of energy that comes through the body, and it makes some bodies ill? That is what we are getting ready for to make that transition easier.  (S) Will everybody pass through that curtain? (M) Everyone that has chosen to will but some will chose not to come through it. On a conscious level they are oblivious to it. But on a subconscious level they know.

(S) So why are there two schools of thought then? (M) There is a lot of free will right now. Those are some of the dates that collectively a lot of groups were putting a lot of emphases on, a lot of thought was going into those  dates and a lot of thought that was going with free will. The first one has become like a bubble, like a purple bubble. A lot of thought is going into it and being held out there. It is still floating, not a concrete thought, still floating. (S) The sudden ascension? (M) No, the gradual one. According to what they are telling me, we are doing the gradual one now. It is the sudden one that will happen when we go into the 4th dimension. There is a lot of free will.

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