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Empaths, Malaise, and Downward Spirals: How to Shift the Energy Now

November 18, 2016

As I read Laura Bruno’s blog, I had a great sense that I could have written the same article, nearly word for word. Th italicized line second paragraph is the reason for the article and also the reason for my sharing of it.

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I can’t tell you how many sessions I’ve had with people this past week for whom the election and its aftermath — regardless of their politics or disinterest in politics — has triggered massive grief, anger, shock, disbelief, confusion, feelings of fear, cognitive dissonance, betrayal, and/or the desire to give up. Most of these clients are people “who know better” than to go down such spirals, but for whatever reason, they can’t seem to pull themselves out of the whirlpool.

In most cases, their usual coping tools aren’t working, because the things bothering them aren’t really “theirs” to fix.

I’ve had an unusually high volume of calls from Water Signs this past week, especially Pisces, well known for their fluid boundaries and subconscious empathing of surrounding emotions and energies. Even if you’re not a Pisces, if you feel less than optimal right now, please consider the possibility that you might…

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What Happened? – The Council

September 30, 2015

Wonderful information from the always relevant RON HEAD.

Oracles and Healers

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It is now a bit of time since the super moon and the equinox that was said to be many things. Congratulations. You’ve made it. Somehow it seems as if the world did not come to an end. And somehow, even though you do not seem to be able to put your finger on it, you feel that something is different. Well, you are correct, it is. And if you allow us, we will put our finger on it for you.

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Letter to a New Autism Mom

August 15, 2015

Tuesday, August 18, 5pm Pacific 7pm Central time Jill Rege will join me on New Earth Journey BBS Radio to talk about Autism *RECOVERY*. The following article is a reblog, a letter she wrote to a New Autism Mom in 2013. This gal knows her stuff. If you have a child in your family with Autism, or know of someone who does (and who doesn’t these days?) you might like to catch this show. Bring a pencil and paper!

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Dear New Mom,

Welcome to the club.  I am deeply sorry you find yourself in our company, but because the numbers of kids with autism continue to rise (1 in 50 for heaven’s sake!!), you won’t find yourself lonely for very long.  You’ll find we section off according to our approach in dealing with and treating autism.

This is the biomed damn-it-I’m-going-to-save-my-kid section.  I’m one of the early adopters of biomed who comes back to tell you to keep going, recovery is possible, and if not recovery, definite improvement.  Things don’t have to be quite so hard in the future and there really is a biological underpinning to autism.

One thing I never heard when we started this–although to be honest if someone said it, I wasn’t listening–is to make sure you take care of yourself. Eat a clean, healthy diet.  Give up gluten and soy.  Take a…

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The Declaration of Independence: A Sacred Document

July 4, 2015

I am not alone in believing that the Declaration of Independence is a divinely inspired, sacred document. Not only because it is the cornerstone of the creation of the United States of America, but because we, as human beings, all deserve to be free.

When you read the words, “We believe these truths to be self-evident, that all (humans) are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness,” if you pay close attention, you can literally feel this energy of freedom in your body. That is because freedom is an innate energetic part of your actual biological makeup.

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Here is a bit of history you may not have known: When a copy of the Declaration of Independence was read by George Washington in New York City on July 9, 1776, the words so inspired the people listening that they started a riot. Later that day, they tore down a statue of George III, which was later melted and shaped into musket balls for the American army, according to the History Channel.

I would not enjoy witnessing riots in the street, but to my mind there is a state far worse: abject apathy and subservience.

Let the words of this great document inspire you.  Imagine what it must have been like to hear them read by Washington 239 years ago to frustrated crowds anxious for change and freedom to live as nature intended. We don’t have to begin a riot or go tear down any statues but we can take a moment on this special day to allow the words to remind us of our true human nature that requires freedom to thrive.

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Spiritual Bullying

June 30, 2015

The following article was written by Candace Craw-Goldman and Co-Authored by Ari Kopel.

I’m having lunch today with my friend Lucinda. We have known each other since kindergarten. Our family moved while I was still in elementary school so we lost touch. After nearly 50 years, we are friends again to my great delight. It’s lovely to be able to visit with Lucinda. Not only because she was a sweet childhood friend, but also because she made an impression upon me when I was 5 years old that affects me greatly, even to this very day. My sweet friend Lucinda defines what it means to stand up to a bully.

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Lucinda (the dark haired girl in the photo) and I (with blond hair) walked into a kindergarten world with short dresses and bobby socks and wide eyes. Such a big building, so many children, all those tall adults, all that structure, books, papers, stories, games, fun, discovery, occasional bewilderment, and, bullies!

Before kindergarten I had no personal concept of what a bully was, I certainly wasn’t prepared to deal with one. As much as those who might know me now might laugh at this description, I was a terribly shy and quiet little girl at 5 years old. I was also quite petite, usually the smallest child in the class. I was the perfect target to be bullied. And I was.

My only consolation was that I certainly wasn’t alone. Our class bully wasn’t terribly discriminating. He was opportunistic, and bullied anyone he could, whenever he could, as often as he could. I totally remember his name but won’t use it here; instead, I will call him Joey.

Joey seemed to rule our little kindergarten lives. Our sweet teacher modified his access and harm when present, but she couldn’t be standing next to every child at all times. Free time or standing in lines for activities could be trouble. Recess was a crapshoot. Who would be his target today? I remember Joey hauling his little fist behind his body to gain as much momentum as possible to land within the soft belly of any child who might have simply dropped their guard. He would do this for no apparent reason that my mind could comprehend. I would watch the smile come over his face as the tears and screams erupted from my unlucky classmates. I would watch him get hauled off, usually to the principal’s office.

There was a paddle hanging, looming really, on a hook beside the principal’s door. It was old wood, even back then, smooth and worn from many years of regular use. It seemed very large to me, much larger than several adult hands. It was terrifying to imagine it being smacked upon our little bodies. The offending child would be processed in a fairly predictable way, the teacher would intercept wrong-doing, determine if the offense was worthy of a trip to the principal’s office, and there the principal would determine if and how much paddling would be necessary.

One unfortunate day during recess, Joey had his sights set on me. I knew it, I felt it. I tried protecting myself by standing near the teacher at her post by the building on the playground but was shooed away. “Go play!” She would smile. Play? My very life was in danger, or so it seemed. The 20-minute recess seemed an eternity. Somehow, Joey cut me out of the crowd like a well-trained sheep dog and my worst nightmare was upon me. I was terrified. Joey attacked. He sat on my stomach and the pounding began.

Suddenly, out of nowhere Lucinda came running. She leapt upon Joey, knocking him off of me, her whole body coming between me and his flying fists. I think I just stood there in amazement. They hit the ground, both of them screaming and flailing. Lucinda was yelling, “Stop it, stop it, stop it!”

Then, the teacher came running. Having missed my involvement, she grabbed Joey’s and Lucinda’s hands and declared they BOTH would be visiting the principal for a paddling. Both of them! Both of them were going to get hit with a large wooden weapon wielded by a giant angry man because Joey hit me and Lucinda hit Joey to stop Joey from hitting me.

My little mind was reeling. Is this really how life worked?

Lucinda turned back to look at me as she and Joey both were yanked away by their arms to be delivered to the principal’s office. Did I thank her at the time? I don’t know. I am going to ask her today if I did. I have thanked her since then, of course. Many times.

The thing about Lucinda is she totally topped that previous scene with another even more impressive one. First grade in our school had two teachers. The sweet angelic Mrs. A, and the absolutely terrifying mean old Mrs. W. Mrs. W was bully all grown up.

The “mean” and the “old” were written all over her face and no child that I talked to had ever witnessed a kind word uttered from Mrs. W’s clenched teeth. The weeks leading up to first grade were filled with the nightmare of a possible upgraded first grade bully reality with Joey combined with Mrs. W in the same room day after day. I prayed and prayed and prayed to be spared from one or both. Blessedly, I was indeed spared and ecstatically walked into Mrs. A’s friendly bright room day one of first grade. Lucinda, however, was not spared. She got Mrs. W.

It happened that one day, I was walking through the hall towards Mrs. W’s open classroom door. I could hear her bellowing viciously at some poor child before being close enough to the door to see who was getting yelled at or why. I turned my head to witness what to this day remains one of the single bravest actions I have ever witnessed from a human being.

There she was, Mrs. W was vibrating in anger, her face inches from sweet Lucinda’s, screaming at the top of her lungs that she, Lucinda, would NOT be allowed to go to the restroom under any circumstances! Lucinda’s face had tears running down, she was upset, to be sure. I was struck immobile in my own terror, afraid somehow Mrs. W would see me in the hallway and include me in her attack. It was then that Lucinda did it. Smart, brave, amazing, 6 year old Lucinda. She just decided to pee right in her seat. She just let it go. In front of the entire class, to the incredulity of Mrs. W., to the amazement of my very soul, she began to create a big stream of urine that washed along Mrs. W’s feet and big black shoes and I watched her open her mouth in shock as the puddle beneath Lucinda’s desk grew and grew.

We know more about bullies now, how most come to be the way they are and can surmise that both Joey and Mrs. W. most likely were bullied and beaten themselves, probably most of their lives. They were wounded and angry and either wouldn’t and couldn’t break free of the cycle of violence and so perpetuated it. We also don’t promote corporal punishment in schools any longer, but even with understanding and banning corporal punishment we still have to learn to deal with bullies. They are not only in schools; they are literally still amongst us everywhere. Even places you might not expect to see them. Like in spiritual and metaphysical circles that proclaim love and acceptance and non-judgment.

Lucinda, is truly my lifelong hero. I still do love her so. She stood up to both bullies, Joey and Mrs. W. She still stands up to bullies to this day.

I recently met someone online who reminds me of Lucinda. Bravely and very publicly, author Ari Kopel stands up to Spiritual Bullies big and small alike. She recently had a book published by Round Table Publishers called “Spiritual Warfare & The Art of Deception: The Hijacking of Spirituality.”

In it she lists attributes of the Spiritual Bully, whom she also calls Sentinels, and also talks about Spiritual Gangs. Ari is of the opinion that these bullies very goal is to create separation and self doubt. The information that follows is taken directly from one of Ari Kopel’s articles and her book.

The Attributes of a Spiritual Bully

If you run across these personality traits, you are probably dealing with a spiritual bully. You can either step into you Power and Authority – if you’ve discovered it and have reclaimed it. Or you might just have to walk away and leave them thinking they won – which is part of their delusional problem… Here are the traits:

Arrogance – There is this demeanor of aggrandizement, of spiritual superiority that is pretty nauseating. The behavior or the attitude, though, is of someone who just came out of a spiritual banana boat. No one that has attained any kind of higher spiritual mastery behaves in such a manner.

Huge Ego – It is clear that the Ego hasn’t been tamed and that it is used as a weapon to hurt. Part of the game of hurting is to be more astute than the other person and coming across as an expert. If the other person doesn’t understand the infiltrated disinformation, then it is made to seem that the other person doesn’t have a grasp about the concept and therefore isn’t spiritually mature.

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Delusion – They’re in a state of delusion thinking that they are spiritually accomplished, when their behavior shows otherwise

Closed to other perspectives – The only point of view or belief system they’ll accept is their own. Usually obtained through the New Age Movement and acquired through spiritually immature teachers who were incapable of walking their talk. They’ve learned how to master the art of regurgitating concepts, using New Age jargon.

Need to correct – They have this urge to comment after someone has posted something that is not along the lines of their belief system. They do this in a public manner, making the victim of this feel as if they are spiritual-newbies or spiritually inept.

Self-Imposed Master – Yes they have knighted themselves into being a spiritual master. They would call themselves an Ascended Master, but they know that people will question why they still have to defecate… Their behavior though is indicative of a person who hasn’t yet awakened to the pseudo-spiritual level.

Demeaning – This is a tactic used by the dark forces and their minions to create doubt in the Spiritual Emissary. By creating self-doubt, the Light Emissary needs to rely on others for his information and spiritual guidance. This then leads him straight to the wolf’s den, where he will now receive indoctrination and a whole lot of disinformation to keep him complacent, docile, in a stupor and spiritually lobotomized. This way the Light Emissary is not cognizant of the agenda of the dark forces and becomes disinterested in taking action to correct what is not in alignment with The Will of Prime Creator.

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What’s better than one Spiritual Bully? How about two or more? Because their posture is based on fluff and disinformation, there is always another one of these impostors, waiting on the sidelines and ready to back up the initial Bully. They then gang up on the person who made a comment, put up a post, posted a video or asked a question. And if you’re an observer of this, you will either watch in fascination, or you’ll be disgusted; or you’ll find yourself either agreeing with the Bullies or not wanting to be chastised by voicing your own opinion that differs from theirs. In the meantime, the slaughter goes on, until the person that is bullied stops commenting back or leaves the group all together.

This experience leaves a very sour taste in anyone’s mouth. And it’s not easy to shake off. It makes you wonder what we’re up against, because if this is a representation of the Light, we’re in deep trouble. So, it is very important to understand the need for discernment, and to learn how these dark forces work and how they weave their sinister threads into everything. Awareness of this is key because these Sinister Ones are so clever and so on top of their game that you will begin to start getting sick when you hear spiritual terms or listen to spiritual information. You will begin to associate the bad experience with spirituality in general – so anything spiritually-empowering becomes a turn-off.

Conclusion

Spiritual Bullies are strategically here to keep The Light Emissaries off task; to create doubt; to cause separation and to have you withdraw from “spirituality” . They truly think they are “in the know“, and they haven’t realized that their behavior is not one that is indicative of someone representing The Light.

The overall experience with one of these Bullies creates disempowerment for many. The fact that there are so many Spiritual Bullies – who deem themselves to be representatives of the Light – engaging in this type of behavior is alarming; and it is one of the reasons that The Light Forces are not advancing as quickly as we would like or making dramatic progress in correcting the conditions afflicting this world. The reason is that many of the disempowering concepts that are being disseminated by these Bullies are being embraced by many, and it keeps the Light representatives docile, complacent, apathetic, and indifferent. Also, the sole purpose for being in embodiment becomes the pursuit of your own spiritual edification and nothing more. In the meantime the planet that you were made a custodian of, and humanity which you are here to help, continues down the path of negative experience.

The Bullying-technique is one of the many ways that the dark forces get you to stand down and not become empowered. So, being totally aware of these Spiritual Bullies is part of your Spiritual Arsenal and will help you avoid the pitfalls of when you encounter them. Nobody said this job would be easy, but now that you know what to look for, there’s no reason to experience these Sinister Traps anymore. Stay strong, stay true, stay empowered and know what is animating these Bullies. Once you recognize it for what it is, shine your Light as bright as you can. You come from the Divine Realms and represent The Office of The Christ; and you have Absolute Divine Power and Authority over all forces that demean others and that spread disinformation. These are not the qualities of The Light . Do not be deceived, as you shall know them by their fruit.

– Ari Kopel

Editorial Note:  The concepts presented in this article are taken from the International Bestselling book Spiritual Warfare & The Art of Deception: The Hijacking of Spirituality available now on Amazon.

To learn about Spiritual Bullies and the Sentinels keeping the Matrix in place, get your copy of Spiritual Warfare & The Art of Deception: The Hijacking of Spirituality on Amazon.com. The book is now an International Bestseller and is the long-awaited “manual” that not only exposes the deceptive tactics of the Dark Forces, but also helps you reclaim your Power & Authority by giving you the awareness and tools on how to navigate this archontic-infested world unscathed.

You can find Ari at these links:

http://AriKopel.com
http://2012Emergenc.com
http://Twitter.com/AriKopel
https://www.facebook.com/ShatteringTheMatrix
http://BlogTalkRadio.com/ShatteringTheMatrix

-For information about Candace and her QHHT practice see newearthjourney.com

Permission to share this article is given as long as it is shared completely with all links and remains unaltered in any way and contains this source information and copyright notice. Copyright 2015 Candace Craw-Goldman, newearthjourney.com and Ari Kopel, AriKopel.com

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Dolores Cannon Teaching in the Dreamstate

June 3, 2015

Here is another dream communication I had from Dolores Cannon. Presented in classic Cannon form, straightforward and easy enough for anyone to understand. I hope you find the information beneficial.

Here is my dream!

Dolores, you are back! I am so happy to see you.

Yes I am back. (Laughing) It’s a lot of fun being multidimensional. You are multidimensional too you know, but its easier to understand and play with from where I am now. I am absolutely visiting many of my students and communicating. You just don’t know how much fun I am having!

Candace, I know you have always been especially interested in the physical healing of the body. There is so much I can tell you now about how all of that works.

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Tonight I am going to describe something called “version states.” You keep within your energy field a variety of easily accessible set points or version states. To keep things simple in explaining this, let’s just say some of these states are more healthy than others.

Your body automatically selects a version state depending on the emotion you are feeling. Your body is literally and actually in a different and healthier state when you are happy verses when you are sad or angry. You know this already, but what I am trying to explain to you is that each one of them is a completely different physical body and you rotate through a great many of them during the course of a day.

You have several “favorite” version states you “dial into” during a normal day. You have one when you wake up. And, you have a different one when you wake up on a day you are going to do something fun or on a day of vacation verses waking up on a day you might dread. You have one when you are walking in a park, one where you are petting a dog, one where you are giving or receiving a hug. If you could just see how powerful hugs are everyone would be hugging each other all the time!

If you are a person who is easily or often angry or sad, then your “favorite” body versions reflect that too and those versions are not very nice to your physical body! If you constantly deal with negative people and let them “get to you” you might have a body version for that situation. Most people can’t hold a positive body version around negative people. Some can, but most cannot, which is another reason its good to stay away from them if you can. Its just good for your health!

Most people have a body version that exists just for their doctor! Its so interesting how this works. They can literally be in one body when they are in the parking lot of a doctor’s office and be in a different body when they open the door to go in for an appointment. You are constantly switching and choosing your body based upon your situation and especially based upon your emotions. I will have so much more to say about this. Especially about how doctors and hospitals affect the body.

This is why it is so important to do things that you love to do. This is why and how JOY heals the body. You are in a different body when you are happy and it is the healthiest body version you can choose.

I know you have lots of questions and I have much more to share but that it is it for now. Its easier for us both to give small pieces of information at a time. I’ll be back and this communication will get even easier over time.

Tell everyone I am fine. I am having a ball.

I would even say that I am having the time of my “life!”

-For information about Candace and her QHHT practice see newearthjourney.com
For more information about Dolores Cannon and her classes see dolorescannon.com
Permission to share this article is given as long as it is shared completely with all links and remains unaltered in any way and contains this source information and copyright notice. Copyright 2015 Candace Craw-Goldman. newearthjourney.com

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Suzanne Spooner’s QHHT Session with Profound Genetic Healing.

April 16, 2015

The following is a blog post and QHHT session story posted by my good friend and colleague Suzanne Spooner. It is a great story. There are a few things that make it so wonderful. Firstly, the healing and improvement that Reese is experiencing while not uncommon and not unusual is still such a blessing to celebrate! Every healing blesses us all! What is unusual is that Reese is so open and willing to share details about her experience.

I think my favorite things to read in Reese’s testimonial below are these sentences, “I was well-educated, rational, analytical to a fault, and certainly not one prone to think much about metaphysics, spiritualism, past lives, and the like. If and when I did, it usually involved eye-rolling and derision. Was I really going to sign up for something called Quantum Healing Hypnosis Therapy with a woman I found through the Internet?”

Suzanne and I will be talking to Reese  LIVE on Julia Cannon’s The Metaphysical Hour tomorrow evening at 5pm Pacific, 7pm Central time.

I am really looking forward to talking with them both. It should be a great show.

-Candace

PROFOUND HEALING OF SYMPTOMS RELATED TO A GENETIC CONDITION ~ A QHHT SESSION STORY BY SUZANNE SPOONER

April 16, 2015

Hi Everyone,

I want to share with you an amazing story from my client, Reese Gaertner. (A big thank you for her giving her blessing to use her name.) She came to me last November with a laundry list of physical discomforts, over 40 surgeries including basal cell skin cancer, and the understandable depression that accompanies long-time illness. Combined with hopelessness when the condition is understood as genetic with little possibility for improvement, she was seeking answers. She and I have stayed in touch and have enjoyed how her quality of life has changed without the physical discomfort and how her level of happiness has risen. She says, “Since the QHHT session, the changes in my life and health have been amazing, miraculous, and profound. Some things have shifted gradually, some things improved within a matter of days.

Almost immediately following the session, the lower abdominal pain went away, and it has stayed away. No more chronic pain in that area. Period.”

Her story gives hope to others in situations that seem hopeless. For those of us QHHT practitioners though it is only another confirmation of how much power we all have within us to heal, understand and move forward in our best way possible.

Reese will be our guest on The Metaphysical Hour radio show this Friday, April 17 at 5pm PT. Call in to ask her questions at 888-627-6008 toll free.

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Here is her story:

On September 13, 2014, I sent an email to a woman named Suzanne in Des Moines, Iowa, and the transformation of my life began.

I was sick in bed that day, hampered by abdominal pain, nausea, and fatigue. These were nothing new for me, nor anything worrisome. The pain was caused by scarring and adhesions on my lower right side, the result of three different surgeries in that area. Doctors had repeatedly told me that there was nothing, beyond analgesics, that they could do about the pain. Any more surgery would just mean more scarring, which would probably make things worse, not better. And so chronic pain, and routine pain management, were just things with which I’d have to live with.

So it wasn’t unusual – in fact, it had become actually quite usual – for me to be down and out, and spending most of the day in bed, propped up by foam wedges and filling the time with napping, surfing the Internet, and streaming videos. I would also read, but that took more energy and concentration, two things that were often in very short supply.

I was doing a number of things to help deal with my situation, and yet I was more often seriously hampered rather than significantly improved. I had a team of professionals who helped me cope – a great family practitioner, several specialists, a psychotherapist, a chiropractor, and an acupuncturist. I liked and trusted all of them, and had commented to friends and family that I felt like I had the best group of folks helping me than I ever had. Everyone was really doing everything they could to help. And yet, I still felt crappy more often than not.

That Saturday, I was especially frustrated by my situation. I had been reading Brian Weiss’s books, and had done a bit of past life regression work, which I found helpful. So while surfing the Internet about past life work, I came upon Dolores Cannon and QHHT. Something about it resonated with me. It made sense to me, and appeared to address the whole range of issues with which I struggled — medical, psychological, and spiritual.

I checked out the listings of folks who were trained in QHHT, and while there were a few closer to me, I found that one of the recommended practitioners was in Des Moines, a three-hour drive from my home. After a brief exchange of e-mails, I had an appointment for November 12. Given my situation, I was ambivalent about the delay. Part of me was disappointed, and wanted to go next week, or next month, but not six weeks out. A bigger part was somewhat relieved that I would have plenty of time to think it over.

It was all very weird to me, and I wasn’t sure what to think. I was well-educated, rational, analytical to a fault, and certainly not one prone to think much about metaphysics, spiritualism, past lives, and the like. If and when I did, it usually involved eye-rolling and derision. Was I really going to sign up for something called Quantum Healing Hypnosis Therapy with a woman I found through the Internet?
Weeks passed, my life went along pretty much as usual, and as November neared, things started falling into place in a remarkable way. I sold some things, easily and quickly, and soon had more than enough money for the trip and the session. I found a motel with a kitchenette where I could keep and make my own food, that was just a couple of miles from Suzanne’s office, and where I could stay two nights for under $100.

When I left for Des Moines, I had a list of problems and concerns:
Most of my physical complaints were related to a rare genetic syndrome I have called Nevoid Basal Cell Carcinoma Syndrome. The syndrome is caused by mutations in the PTCH (Patched) gene found on chromosome arm 9q. Essentially, it means that the usual systems that control cell growth do not work quite the way they should. The name of the syndrome comes from its most common and recognizable feature – a tendency to develop multiple basal cell skin cancers that are unrelated to sun exposure and look more like moles than typical basal cell carcinomas. More generally, it means that I have a variety of abnormal growths that a body would normally suppress.

I had a small mole removed from my right cheek when I was 19. When the routine biopsy on the mole came back as cancerous, I was diagnosed with the syndrome. Since then I have had over 40 skin cancers removed from the top of my head to my shins. I have averaged a major, invasive procedure every two years or so to deal with cysts and benign tumors affecting my jaw, ovaries, kidneys, uterus, and parathyroid glands. It also contributes to my large build, pronounced brow, and flat nose.

While the syndrome has an even longer list of potential issues, when I arrived for my QHHT session I was most concerned with those problems that affected my every day life.

There was the abdominal pain, which was the result of multiple surgeries, all related to the syndrome.

There were the eight chelazions in my eyelids – small, stye-like areas on the undersides of the lids – two in my left upper lid, one in the lower left, one in the lower right, and four in the upper right lid. They felt like small peppercorns most days, and from time to time would get inflamed — swelling the eyelid almost shut and burning with pain.

There were palmar pits on the palms of my hands and soles of my feet. These are small holes in the skin, tears where there is a keratin deficiency and the thicker palmar skin is fissured. Think of having a dozen or more small wounds on your hands and feet, and how they might feel if you sweated too much, or washed dishes for a while. I got accustomed to taking very efficient lukewarm showers that lasted no more than five minutes, or else the pits would form small craters and itch and burn. Water parks and hot tubs were not fun for me, but potential torture chambers.

I had impaired kidney function, and a history of recurrent kidney stones, that were also related to the syndrome.

Beyond the medical problems related to the syndrome, I also have a long history of mental health issues. I suffer from Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder as a result of childhood trauma, and in my daily life struggle with major depression. I frequently awake trembling in the middle of the night or as a wake in the morning. I also have days where, because of nightmares, or some other trigger, I get in that foggy yet agitated state that often characterizes post-traumatic stress.

The combination of physical and mental health issues was difficult. Some days I would feel quite well physically, but be troubled by trauma symptoms. Other days I would be clear headed but have crippling abdominal pain. I felt as though each day started with two coins being flipped, one for a good or bad day physically, one for a good or bad day mentally. Which meant the chance of a really good day was about one in four.

This has, understandably, been a huge disruption to my professional and family life. And since all of my issues were considered chronic, I was told that my situation would pretty much continue as it was for the rest of my life, if not get worse, aging being what it is. So despite a variety of talents, a great education, and several successful enterprises, I still found myself underemployed and applying for disability.

So when I got to Suzanne’s office, I had my list, and I had some hope, and while I didn’t really know what to expect, I at least trusted I would learn some things that would help me better manage my situation.

I spent a little over six hours with Suzanne. I remember our long, initial conversation, and some bits and pieces from the time under hypnosis. Immediately after the session, I was exhausted, somewhat foggy, and slightly euphoric. Mostly I just wanted to eat something and then go to bed. I was back at the hotel and sleeping by 10 p.m.

Suzanne had given me a recording of the hypnosis session, and I listened to it the next day. According to my high self, and to those in the QHHT community, my ailments were all a part of my learning process within this lifetime. The genetic syndrome was, in general, about lessons of control and lack of control, or what is fixed and what is malleable. It is certainly true that having a genetic – in other words, incurable – condition that routinely affected and limited my life did frequently give me a sense of being out of control.

Other issues were related, but also had a specific purpose all their own. The chelazions were to teach about how every coin has two sides, and to embrace the both/and rather than either/or perspective. The palmar pits were a reminder about emptiness and how what seems fixed can be changed. In general, there was a lot of instruction about loving the self, seeking out joy instead of safety, and fostering an awareness and appreciation of everything. As the high self said, “She must learn to love it ALL.

Since the QHHT session, the changes in my life and health have been amazing, miraculous, and profound. Some things have shifted gradually, some things improved within a matter of days.

Almost immediately following the session, the lower abdominal pain went away, and it has stayed away. No more chronic pain in that area. Period.

When I awoke on Saturday, three days after the session, I reflexively rubbed my eyes, and found that the usual sensation of having several peppercorns under my upper eyelids was gone. I had forgotten what it is like to not have them there. One chelazion on my upper right eyelid remained, but it was about half the size it had been earlier in the week. About a month later, right before Christmas, it became inflamed and required a trip to my ophthalmologist, whom I have seen regularly for several years. While she was examining my eyes, she said, “Well, apart from the inflamed one, your lids look really good. Better than I can ever remember.” She removed the inflamed lesion, and I am now without chelazions on any eyelid. I still get startled some mornings, when I rub my eyes and the lids aren’t lumpy.

Over the last few months, my skin and palms have changed significantly. Within a week or two following the session, the palmar pits changed — the small ones shrunk and almost disappeared and the larger ones filled in somewhat. My skin feels different, and it beads and repels water much differently than before. I have actually been able to take long, hot baths without feeling any sort of discomfort during or afterward. Some of the pits still swell up a bit (with water getting under the skin), but it isn’t uncomfortable and goes away quickly.

The skin issues were caused by a keratin deficiency, and it’s become clear in a variety of ways that my body’s whole process of keratinization seems to have shifted. My finger nails are about twice as thick as they used to be, and much smoother and shinier. Also my hair, which always was very fine, is also thicker, shinier, and curlier. Sometimes when I run my hand through my hair it’s like rubbing my eyes in the morning. I’m a bit surprised because it feels so different than what it has been all these years.

In mid-December, I also had occasion to see both my family practitioner and my psychiatrist, which was really interesting. During those visits I took the PHQ-9, a standard inventory / questionnaire for depression symptoms twice in three days. If you’re not familiar with it, a score of 7 is the threshold for mild depression, and anything above 15 gets a lot of attention.

In the past, I’ve scored 8 or 9 on a good day, and 20 or so on a bad one. That week, I scored a 3 both times.

My family practitioner, who I’ve known for a while and love, sat down and said, “So tell me what’s happening so that you got a 3. That’s great, just not the norm for you, so what’s going on?” She is, fortunately, fairly non-traditional, and uses Reiki and acupuncture herself. So she was fascinated by my story, and both really taken aback and happy to see all the healing. She ran some routine blood work, and later reported that my liver and kidney function were the best she has seen.
My more traditional psychiatrist was a bit more skeptical, but even she couldn’t argue with the results. She hypothesized that some shift had taken place that either greatly reduced the level of inflammation in my body and / or my immuno-response had improved, as those things would explain at least some of the changes. When I saw her again in late January, I scored another three, and we began talking about reducing my medications once spring arrives.

One other note – at the end of the QHHT session, Suzanne asked how the bodily healing was progressing and the High Self reported that I had forgotten to mention the chronic pain I had in my lower back, and that needed some attention. I had a serious rock climbing accident in my early 20s, and have had problems ever since. But it is such a long- standing issue, and is annoying but not disabling, so it wasn’t on my list of questions about physical issues. I didn’t really remember that part of the session, and was more concerned with other sections of the recording, that I didn’t think much about it.

In early January, I injured my left shoulder while working, and went to my chiropractor to have him look at it. After working with the shoulder, he said, “while you’re here, we might as well adjust that lower back.” I lay on the table and he looked at my back and said, “Hmmm. That actually looks really good for you. It needs a little tweak, but nothing like what I was expecting.”

So, really, the bottom line is that I probably haven’t had this level of energy and sense of well-being for at least 20 years. And while it is taking some time to adjust to this new and improved body / mind, I am grateful everyday for the transformation. I wake up with good energy, don’t have to worry about itchy palms or burning eyes, don’t have any abdominal pain, and can pretty much count on having a good day most days. I would have been happy with just one or two of those improvements. But I am very grateful for the wholesale transformation, which, as family and friends keep reminding me, is really nothing short of a miracle.

Reese is open to emailing anyone with questions about her condition and story. Please email me at Hello@SuzanneSpooner.com and I will forward on to her.

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